23.5.12

I've Missed You!

Well. I guess I don't know what to say: a lot has happened over the last two months. I kind of had the hump for a while. As most of you know, I sort of left.. but I came back after realizing real life is bloody retarded.  I never really wanted to leave, but I was just having some serious problems. My father died suddenly, and left me in a total state of shock. I loved him more than anything in this entire damned universe. When he left us, I sort of lost it. I moved in with my mother, and things went down hill from there. We never really did get along that well, so all we did was fight. Soon after this, I decided I needed a way out of this life, and attempted suicide. I will not go into details about this, but I ended up in the hospital. I moved into another shabby flat east of the city, and have been enjoying the company of a handsome bloke. ;) *He's a ginger*

I would like to tell you that all my files were deleted. :( I gave my passwords for my shit to some sad prick, and she deleted all my crap. That was my fault, I know. I intended to keep everything, but I guess I should delete them all huh?

But fuck her anyways, after some soul searching, I've decided to come back! But a question.. Did anyone pay any attention that Vagina Bitch? I think that's her name.... We were friends, but when I left, she asked for my files, because she "was a fan of my work, and wanted to save some things." What a todger. lawls. I had blogger remove her, but I don't actually know what happens.But anyway, I'm back! It shall be a while before anything new is released, because I got a brand spanking new dekstop, with shiny shit, yet shitty graphics. STILL. :) I am also considering changing my preview format. SUGGESTIONS ARE APPRECIATED. Until then, I shall leave you with some words of wisdom that my mother shared with me when I showed up at her door the other day:

"What the hell do you want?"

On your bike, mum. 


16 comments:

  1. Welcome to the Earth ジ ジ ジ Glad your return ^_~

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  2. Oh god, Marie, I'm so excited you're back! I knew something was fishy with that beach. Is it karma that her motherboard fried the day of your return? :o)

    I'm so sorry to hear about your father, and Marie, I'm sorry that the last few months have been bad for you, but I'm happy to hear that you've met someone and I wish you two the best!

    Can't wait to see your new creations!

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    1. Well thank you love! :) And oh hell no, not karma. I threatened that arsewipe. ;)

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  3. Glad you're back :)
    I saw that other chick's blog the other day and was totally WTFing. Her retextures kinda stunk but for some reason her models reminded me of yours so I investigated. All in all, I am sooo glad you came back. That girls work didn't do your textures any justice :P

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  4. Psh I no.. It sucked some... straws. :P And yes, those models were mine! I gave her EVERYTHING, including all my CC and Sims folder. I was planning to make those MY new models in the future. Ugh.

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  5. My god, I'm glad I didn't reply to that Vagina girl, she emailed me telling me how well she knew you and how you used to talk about me etc etc. Nothing bad, but I find it odd that she would delete all your stuff O.o
    Anyways... I'm really sorry about what happened. Wish I could do something to make it all better :S

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  6. MARY! I missed you. :) Yah, Im glad you didnt either. I find that creepy. But she only deleted because she thought I was gone for good. :P And that's ok. :) The one thing that would make me happy is to send me any of my old files. I have absolutely nothing of my old shit.

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  7. Crazy stuff, Marie. I'm glad you're not dead, and I'm ecstatic that you found someone! Especially a ginger!

    By the way, Marie, I find that when I lose everything, I always come back twice as strong. You've gotten really good with an image editing program, and I'd recommend that you make yourself some brand new textures, whatsherface has probably tainted your old ones anyway.
    And another upside of unfortunate crashes and wipes is that you get to try getting new CC and you typically end up with a completely different style of game, which I think is kind of cool.

    Personally, I feel like the crashes that I've experienced and the data loss has sucked, but I've become a much better retexturer as a result of it.

    If you'd like, I can help you get started with your CC gathering, I did quite a bit of that a few months ago.

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    1. Ohmygod, I actually get that. I've always wanted to make my own textures, but I don't know where the hell to start. I have also noticed what you said about the new CC and the different style of game; this time what I have collected so far has been more dark and sexy. :P lol.

      I just feel so helpless because I have no mods, none of my old hairs, makeup, clothing anything. But I guess I shall get over that. And yes, I would like some CC gathering. Thanks Moosie! :)

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    2. Well Actually, Shyne taught me how to make my own textures, so you could for sure get her to help you out, and if you're interested, I could probably send you some default replacements I've edited if you'd like.

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  8. OMG! Ok to start off, I'm SO sorry for your loss! I hope things get back on track for you soon (which it seems it has been with your handsome ginger). Lol that Virginia chick...Yeah...I thought that she was kind of sudden to just appear and then disappear. I had un-followed your blog and followed her's because I thought that you were through for good so when I saw that you had commented on something on MS3B I'm like HOLY SHIZNIT MARIE IS BACK! Btw I have some of your retextures and makeups I can send if you'd like :3

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    1. Awh thank you love. ♥ That would amazing! And yah, she's weird.

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  9. I love you cakey. I can understand how you feel and I cannot imagine the hell you must of gone through. I'm cheering for you and so is like, 100 other people! Gingers are cool. There hair is all like red and stuff. ANYWAY, You go girl and don't ever stop and as Jacob black would say (that sexy hunk of junk from twilight) I'm just so happy your alive I could sing, and that's something no one wants to hear.
    Stay Classy Planet Earth

    ~Frozen

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  10. all best wishes for you ♥

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